誠實地想你 (Sincerely thinking about you ) - 郭采潔 Amber Guo

世界忽然变形 忽然很安静
shi jie hu ran bian xing hu ran hen an jing

无助的我一秒间 失去重心
wu zhu de wo yi miao jian shi qu zhong xin

听你不停为我担心 看你不停离我而去
ting ni bu ting wei wo dan xin kan ni bu ting li wo er qu

你 要我照顾自己
ni yao wo zhao gu zi ji

是我做了什么 让天使生气
shi wo zuo le shen me rang tian shi sheng qi

还是忘了做什么 让幸福远离
hai shi wang le zuo shen me rang xing fu yuan li

也许该要真的相信 有种爱叫远远关心
ye xu gai yao zhen de xiang xin you zhong ai jiao yuan yuan guan xin

痛 却又哽住呼吸
tong que you geng zhu hu xi

我 用狂奔 用无力 用恶梦 去想你
wo yong kuang ben yong wu li yong e meng qu xiang ni

我讨厌命运骄傲的神情
wo tao yan ming yun jiao ao de shen qing

嘲笑我没半点权利决定
chao xiao wo mei ban dian quan li jue ding

我 用痛哭 用回忆 用深爱 去想你
wo yong tong ku yong hui yi yong shen ai qu xiang ni

去体会什么是迫不得已
qu ti hui shen me shi po bu de yi

越懂才越有勇气 诚实地想你
yue dong cai yue you yong qi cheng shi de xiang ni


是我做了什么 让天使生气
shi wo zuo le shen me rang tian shi sheng qi

还是忘了做什么 让幸福远离
hai shi wang le zuo shen me rang xing fu yuan li

也许应该要真的相信 是有种爱叫远远关心
ye xu ying gai yao zhen de xiang xin shi you zhong ai jiao yuan yuan guan xin

痛 却又哽住呼吸
tong que you geng zhu hu xi

我 用狂奔 用无力 用恶梦 去想你
wo yong kuang ben yong wu li yong e meng qu xiang ni

我讨厌命运骄傲的神情
wo tao yan ming yun jiao ao de shen qing

嘲笑我没半点权利决定
chao xiao wo mei ban dian quan li jue ding


我 用痛哭 用回忆 用深爱 去想你
wo yong tong ku yong hui yi yong shen ai qu xiang ni

去体会什么是迫不得已
qu ti hui shen me shi po bu de yi

越懂才越有勇气 诚实地想你
yue dong cai yue you yong qi cheng shi de xiang ni

是不是 担心 我怕黑不敢前进
shi bu shi dan xin wo pa hei bu gan qian jin

那颗 本来没坠落的流星
na ke ben lai mei zhui luo de liu xing

才拼命烧亮了自己
cai pin ming shao liang le zi ji

我 用狂奔 用无力 用恶梦 去想你
wo yong kuang ben yong wu li yong e meng qu xiang ni

我讨厌命运骄傲的神情
wo tao yan ming yun jiao ao de shen qing

嘲笑我没半点权利决定
chao xiao wo mei ban dian quan li jue ding


我 用痛哭 用回忆 用深爱 去想你
wo yong tong ku yong hui yi yong shen ai qu xiang ni

去体会什么是迫不得已
qu ti hui shen me shi po bu de yi

越懂才越有勇气 诚实地想你
yue dong cai yue you yong qi cheng shi de xiang ni

Leaving and Letting Go

Dear Valen,

If you, still ever happened to drop in here...this is a lil something for you.

I know there's nothing I do or say can hold you back. Even is just for the short 2 weeks....I've never felt happy for so long time already. Really thank you for the love and care you've showed me. I know you were uncertain and unsure of this relationship...I don't blame you to have ever start, instead I blame myself to have fall for you.

Yes, it hurts alot to know you make the decision to leave, cos of the promises you made to me earlier.... I was just unable to to take it on my own. But still, don't worry bout me, I'm alright, you've told me before life have to be moved on, right? I do prayed you'll be alright, we can't be partners, but there's still something called friendship. I losses you as once as a bf, but I don't want to lose you as a friend.

So, for whatever promises you have told me, I take it as a memories with me, to know that I once have you in part of my life. Thanks once again...

Because of You

Because of You
I have learned once again to put my trust in you
Because of You
I have learned not to think about the past

Because of You
You have given me the hopes to move on with life
Because of You
I have learned once again to love

Because of you
I have learned to put back on the smiles I once used to have
Because of You
things I see around me are turning into even more colourful

Because of you
I will love you always and nothing will ever change it

Love you dear

Tired & Worried

Sigh.....I got to get back to work on the 3rd day of CNY, and my classes has been postpone for 3 weeks due to the holiday season, and of cos our lecturer never fail to love us more by downing us on homeworks and assignment....and I started to feel tired to lately due to work and studies....but I need to be strong to get through for this 1 year ++ even though I'm tired and busy most of the time, there'r a few people who never fails to pop up in my mind all times.

1st of all,
of cos would be my family, Hoping that their days goes well and all and they are safe no matter where they goes.

2nd, to a dear babe (u know who u are)
Please don't think too much k, even though I know is really hard to let go, but is not worth to cry over what has/had happen. We have to move on with life, please promise me not tired out yourself too much alright?? Love you babe

Last but not least,
To my DEAREST, I really thank God to for you, someone who knows how to appreciate and understand me, and of course let me bully once awhile..haha, I love wat you have wrote in your blog for me, I was touched and hardly can contain my tears from flowing, thanks for showing your love and care. I will cherish every moment of it until the days we are old/ or until death do us apart. I love you my dear

The PROMISES

On 17 Jan 2009
as the clock strike 12a.m
WE made a promises to each other not to think about the past
but to move on together and start anew

I do hope the promises you make and those things you said you will mean it
And prayed you would not be like another persion I used to know
And from now on, I would remember this date in my heart and the promises you made to me.

Finally....

Finally I have learned to let go of you after a year
Finally I realize myself are staying away far from you so that I would not get hurt again
Finally I told myself that I was too naive not to believe what other has warn me about
Finally I realize that I was too stupid to believe you in what you said
Finally.....I make that desicion once again to stay far far out of sight from you.

Regardless on how much hurts that I have in myself, Im thankful for those friends that are around me who keep encouraging and support me to be strong. Without them, I don't think I'm able to go through it all by myself. Thanks guys and gals!